• Oyin

I'll Just Wait...


You should just wait


"Instead of trying in your own strength"


Just wait.


I don't know the answer either

I don't know the next step

I don't know who comes next

I don't know what comes next


I am tired of being afraid

I am tired of being stuck

I tired of blaming them

I tired of hating myself


So I am just going to wait


I am not going to try and fix you

I am not going to try and make you feel better


But I won't leave you either

Weird right


I learnt it from Abba

He has a weird habit of just sticking with me

No matter what


So I am going to do the same

This might be a stupid idea

Lol

But I guess time will have to tell


I choose to just take my time

I choose to not worry


I want to look back later on

When I get to wherever it is that I am going

And say

Hmm

This is great

But my journey here was not unbearable

It was also fun


So I will enjoy the journey with you

I will enjoy the porn with you

I will enjoy the silliness

I will enjoy the growth

I will hug you when you burn out

I will cuddle you when you are afraid

I will listen when all you want is to chat shit

I will listen to understand


Not to advise you

Or figure out the why's


But just to listen


I will hear you out when your mind and heart get restless

I will be with you when you throw tantrums


I will stop trying to fix you


I just want to get to know you

I want to meet you

I want to know you

I want to be stuck to you


Lol

Yes


In the weird stalker way


I don't love you yet

But I definitely like you


A lot!


So... I will keep on waiting


Take your time


I want to stick with you forever


You don't have to accept me just yet


Take your time


Let see where this goes


#staygraced

#begraced










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