You should just wait
"Instead of trying in your own strength"
Just wait.
I don't know the answer either
I don't know the next step
I don't know who comes next
I don't know what comes next
I am tired of being afraid
I am tired of being stuck
I tired of blaming them
I tired of hating myself
So I am just going to wait
I am not going to try and fix you
I am not going to try and make you feel better
But I won't leave you either
Weird right
I learnt it from Abba
He has a weird habit of just sticking with me
No matter what
So I am going to do the same
This might be a stupid idea
Lol
But I guess time will have to tell
I choose to just take my time
I choose to not worry
I want to look back later on
When I get to wherever it is that I am going
And say
Hmm
This is great
But my journey here was not unbearable
It was also fun
So I will enjoy the journey with you
I will enjoy the porn with you
I will enjoy the silliness
I will enjoy the growth
I will hug you when you burn out
I will cuddle you when you are afraid
I will listen when all you want is to chat shit
I will listen to understand
Not to advise you
Or figure out the why's
But just to listen
I will hear you out when your mind and heart get restless
I will be with you when you throw tantrums
I will stop trying to fix you
I just want to get to know you
I want to meet you
I want to know you
I want to be stuck to you
Lol
Yes
In the weird stalker way
I don't love you yet
But I definitely like you
A lot!
So... I will keep on waiting
Take your time
I want to stick with you forever
You don't have to accept me just yet
Take your time
Let see where this goes