Omar Khayyam said, "...be happy for this moment, for this moment is your life".
Things are very uncertain at the moment. You are still afraid and stuck in your cycle.
But day by day you take steps to turn things around.
You get cocky when you begin to see small changes and lap behind on your commitment and discipline. You are ashamed of falling into the same cycle over and over.
Sometimes it's easy to believe and sometimes it's not. But trust the process, trust God, trust yourself. Because the moment you are in right now is what you have.
So make of it what you will.
Grace it up hun!!! It's your moment, own it!